ting & yin.

hiiii. lotsa work to do tonight again. gotta stay up
again.
i'm tired. :( bllllllaaaaaaaaaah sigh shit la parents dun let me go for training at least for dis week! sux leh ht.
so. let's see what we did today.
went to school. had chem pract. as usual, me and my partner were clueless about the results. we weren't even sure we got the correct results. hahahahaah. shit man. and my test tube melted in one of the "strong heating" experiments. ahhahaah. the bottom was like disintegrating. DEN RIGHT AFTER DAT WE HAD STUPID PE! and mr chee chee chee talked and talked and talked cock and cock and cock hahaahaha like wtf man ya talking about pft i tink. yah dunno wad this one test stamina that one test flexibility et cetera et cetera blah blah YAWN den we had to run for 15 minutes straight. but most of us slacked by hiding. cos we ran rounds up and down. hahahahaha. -_- hahahaa. 28 DAYS TILL I SEE YU I KNOW IT SEEMS TOO LONG BUT LISTEN i gotta do what i gotta do AND THE WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROOOOOOUNDDDDDDDDDDDDDD* woo. song. lfo.
yeah anyway after pe there was recess and YES I ATE!!!! AND ATE AND ATE yum and den dunno wad la we were talking about how everyone expects all the rg and ri peeps to go rj like it's the most natural thing in the damn world hahahaah but ok realistically, it's not true. and we know it. i mean not all of us can go in the first place. and not all of us want to go. shit man i can't believe i'm freakin sec 4 already. my god. really i can't believe it. hahahaha. whatever. time flies like ....... yu know wad la. ahhahaah. hmmmmmmm ok i dun feel like doing some homework. i know it's well more or less inconsequential but..... well. practice is good? i guess. i dunno la. wa teeng i really miss training! even if it means pt or everything. i feel veh flabby already. nvm. i hope next week i can go back to training.
i really miss going out too. my mum's still paranoid like hell. today she didn't even let me take the mrt to go home. dunno wad's wrong with her. my dad also. and my brother's not helping. he said that on friday i shud stay home and do work like what the hell is wrong with him man. sigh. mmmmmmmmm.
yea and after recess we had like math and we went thru the dumb test. hahahahaa. sheesh. and thennnnn there was CHINESE HAHAHAA THE NEW CHINESE CRAP WHERE we are all split up into the good the normal and the so called not so good. yea. ok i didn't move at all. i was still in normal and den there were all these strangers streaming into the class. yea. dun care la. now chrees is in my chinese class?!?!? yea i think so. yep anywayyys mmmmmmmm i wonder how come i didn't end up in the worse/worst class. hahahaa. sheesh. mm. i think this streaming is really bad. it's like some kind of hierachy. oh well. yu noe like elitist blah blah. bleargh -shudders- seems like everything in sg is elitist!ahhahaha like our education system! ya last night i wrote this 4 paged essay on the education system in sg and uuuuhhhhh ya i obviously said it needed one helluva revamp hahahahaha. roar! i miss SOMEBODAAAAAYYYYY aaahahah :( :( :( :( : :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( very saaaaaaad. yea anyway teeng yu take care la.
yu noe what!! sometimes i envy those... people in the old days. like. in those chinese wu xia xiao shuo kind of things. it's like they dun have the police to catch yu if yu ran away. yu just run away if you're not happy! like just elope or sth hahahahahaa. but now yu can't do that la. esp when yu're prob not old enuff to even order air tickets and now everyone can trace yu like there's a leash around yur neck. yea. life was like.. SIMPLE ahhahahaah. of cos there was a higher chance of like starving but well. i dunno la. and the thing is yu dun have things like passports or i/cs and i bet yu can pool all yu want hahaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa haahhahaha.
yea wa i'm blogging alot. obviously i just can't get started on studying. haf a bio test tomorrow. yep. and an essay to write tonight too. fisherman's sleeping! sleeeep is good.
life is good life is hard life is so beeyoooootiful. :)
well yay good friday! :) some kind of a....'oliday.
so a n y w a y after chinese there was the last block which was history!! shit la. i just can't write those dumb essays properlie like they want me to. blah. btw. life only really starts after yur A's. hahahahaa. i hope what i believe is true. it'll be sad if life doesn't even start after A's.
wah 2nd dose of hep b! brave ger :) hahahahahaa. yah i went to sch todayyyy din see yu either! but i saw jesss and val yea that's abt it. and ellen i tink.
mmmmmm. sch is terrible without aircon. i mean. really. i'm suffocating in there. hhahaha. I WANT THE COLD AIR!!!! IT'S REFRESHING!!!!! ahahhaaa. ok i better make full use of the aircon at home then. i think i shud bring a fridge to sch. and den leave it open den we'll have cold air
-__ dumb. ahahahaha
woooooooooo! changed seats!!! hahahahaha. sigh. i still darnoe where my life is heading. but that's ok. shui3 dao4 qu cheng2. when the river reaches it will naturally cut its own path. hahahaha. -_-... methinks i'm def. NOT taking trip sci in jc. like. there's absolutely no point becos firstly i know for sure i don't want to becccome a doctor in the future and well. i dun like bio. it's not conceptual. yea. so that leaves double sci AND THAT LEAVES ME WITH 2 SAD CHOICES WHICH AREEEEE chem phy double math or chem phy c math econs. ahhahahahaaahahahhaah. oh man. wow. how limited. roar. i can't believe i've already started thinking about this. hmm. it's mid april liaos. hmms. i'm obviously crapping. i've spent 20 minutes writing all this shit. that's veh long for blogging. but anyway, i'm actually processsing my thots and putting them down!! ahhahaha i wonder how i'll feel when i read them like 10 years later. :D
whoa actually jc is quite uh...scary. seems like maneh peeeeple change alot once they enter jc. dunno. let's wait and see. no point postulating. it's gonna come anyway.
ok i'll go for now. may be back later. ciaooooooooooo